So the other day at work I was called by my first name for the first time by a customer.  It was odd to hear them say my name.  It sounded forign to me and I almost didn't reconize it.  I just realized that is is weird for me to hear my name when most people say it.  I wish I knew why.  One thing I do know is that I like it when Helen says my name it makes me feel special and loved. It is nice to feel needed.

     So the other day Helen came over to my house before I went to work for the day.  I would say I was being used. :p  Being able to sleep all day and not have to deal with her mom.  But I know thats not the case.  Cuz when I came home for the day diner was waiting for me and some naughty clothing to match.  It was pretty darn good if you ask me.  I had chicken and veggies and potatos.  It was good. I also had some Koala Yummies with lots of milk.  I haven't had those in years.  I remember them well from when I was a child though.  I couldn't find them for years.  But I guess they sell them at the local asian market.  Just another reason to love Helen.  Oh and we got to watch some si-fi so it was a good way to end a day.

    Almost every night I wake up from bad dreams.  I don't think they will ever end. I almost kinda look forward to them because they give me something to do.  But I think I might rest easier if I was with Helen every night. If not at least it might be a bit more tolerable.